Monday, July 28, 2014

Jenessa - Week 40 - Service, Member, the miracle of John.....and SWACK!



Hey Ya'll-

I cant believe that we are already coming to the end of July! Its
crazy how fast time flies. This week was another fast week, with so
much that happened!

We had a miracle this week, well actually we had a bunch, but one in
particular was on Sunday! Half way through our studies an investigator
that we had dropped a few weeks ago, John, called us and said that he
wanted to come to church!!!  He already had contact numbers for people
in our ward and so we said we would love to see him there if he could
get a ride, seeing if he had real intent to come. He GOT A RIDE and
CAME TO CHURCH!! It blew our minds! THEN, he stayed after church and
witnessed a baptism! He is so getting baptized! :-) He loved it! He
was fellowshipped so perfectly, that we had members texting us after
church letting us know how they were staying involved and that they
were willing to continue to help, even before we asked! It was so
amazing! God is so good!

We had three trade off's this past week. Our first was with the SIster
Coordinators, Sister Hutchins and Ashcraft. I had the opportunity of
going with Sister Hutchins on a trade off again, accept we went to her
area. It was a delight to get to know her more and to share with her
some of the experiences that I have had over the past week or so. I
was like a new person with her this exchange. Its been a life changing
couple of weeks. I am so grateful for it! With my letter last week I
think I mentioned how important Service is...at least how important I
have come to understand it to be, especially since my experience last
Saturday while mowing our investigators lawn. I shared my experience
and everything with Sister Hutchins and then guess what?? The whole
next day was FULL of service, its funny how God works. He likes to
help us to keep certain concepts or ideas at the forefront of our
memory for a while, to help us REMEMBER!! Because He knows that we are
so easy to forget! :( I love how much our Heavenly Father loves us and
shows us His love in so many ways, for me He has really been showing
HIs love by continually placing reminders in my path of those things
that I have learned and am striving to become! Its incredible!  We had
a wonderful experience during our Golden Hour down in Mandarin that
was unlike anything I have ever done before, Elder Nalley gave me the
idea. Its a huge leap of faith for sure!.....We were talking to this
guy who was walking His dog. He was a bit reluctant, but he listened.
Kevin, is his name. He talked about how he agreed with some things we
were saying, but couldn't see the importance of the things that we
were saying because he was "content" and "comfortable" with where he
was in his religious beliefs....basically dismissing us. We wouldn't
let him though, as we were continuing to share and went into the Book
of Mormon, we told him about how he could find answers and that the
Book of Mormon was scripture just like the Bible and that no matter
what page we opened there was going to be something there that God
wanted him (Kevin) to know and that would apply to his life. To show
him this, we opened the scriptures right then and there. We asked him
to tell us when to stop as we flipped through the Book of Mormon, then
we opened it and we were on 2 Nephi 26....He took the book and said
"Ok, lets read." We stood there on the side of the road and he read
over a page from the Book of Mormon. I was getting kind of nervous
that he wasn't getting anything out of it, and then He said,
"Hmmmm...that is definitely something that i can agree with." He
didn't even have a profound "aha" moment at that time (as far as what
he said), but all of a sudden his countenance was different and before
we walked away from him, we had a commitment for a next appointment
and got all his contact information (and we didn't feel like he was
just "doing it to be nice"). It was amazing!  You could tell he wanted
to at least look into this a little more. The Book of Mormon has the
ability to "change mens hearts." It truly is the word of God! I am so
grateful for it and the influence it can have just by merely opening
it up and reading from its pages! :-)

Continuing with Sister Hutchins trade off, the whole next day was us
in our service cloths out helping and serving members and non members
and it was such a joyful experience! I now want to seek even more
service opportunities, because it really softens people's hearts and
creates a spiritual bond that I dont think comes any other way! I love
service and it really helps us with so much in our own lives, when we
are reaching out our hands to help people in their lives! That concept
never truly made sense to me, at least it never "sunk deep into my
heart," as the scriptures would say, until this past week! I love The
Lord and how he teaches us things right when we are ready to learn
them!! :-)

We had a trade off with Sister Shumway and Sister Lambson. We, Sister
Blotter and I, decided it would be best to go down and both of us stay
down and help them in their area. It was perfect. We were able t help
both of them feel successful. I had the opportunity to be with sister
Lambson, again, and she is doing well. She had a miracle on facebook,
she asked this random member for a referral and he said yes, and he
invited her into a conversation that he was having with this non
member woman, and they both taught the lesson online there. Referral
received, contacted, new investigator, and a member present
lesson....bam! Sister Lambson is incredible! I am so grateful that I
had the opportunity to work with her. I love her so much! She is such
an inspiration to me.

Had a neat experience while I was with her doing golden hour, and did
something I have never done before. We were knocking doors and we came
to one of he last doors of the night. This man Alex answered the door,
he was very kind and he let us talk to him about family history and
then we talked a bit about God and he said that he used to be
religious, until he went to war. Something stirred within me and I
felt like I needed to share something with him, but didn't know what.
We shared a short message, but he was moving and currently not
interested. We left the door andi felt unsettled. We went to knock on
the next and then we were going to be done for the night cause it was
almost mine and we had a ways to walk back to the car. As we walked to
the next door I felt very impressed that we needed to go back to
Alex's door. I was so nervous, i had never gone back to a door before.
We stopped in front of Alex's house and I felt the impression again,
go talk to him.....mind you, I had no idea what we were going to
share. We took a minute to pray and look something up in the ipad,
HOPING for some inspiration...NOTHING CAME.....so we just went to the
door! oh boy! He came back to the door and as we talked to him this
sweet spirit filled my heart and we bore testimony to him of the
truthfulness of the things that we were sharing. We shared a scripture
with him from the Book of Mormon, got his facebook information and let
him know that we would keep in touch and send missionaries to him once
he made it to Virginia. He seemed confused initially when he opened
the door, but i am certain he felt the spirit as we bore testimony and
he was more then willing to have missionaries come to him and bring
him a Book of Mormon (because we had run out of the ones we were
carrying at the doors before).  I am not quite sure what is going to
come of all of that, but i know that i did what The Lord asked me to
do and that in and of itself makes my heart happy and I am at peace!
:-)

We finished off this transfers trade off's with Sister Graham and
SIster Grundberg. LOVE THEM! Sister Graham and I worked in Hendricks.
We were able to have a few RC/LA lessons and they were great. Had this
wonderful lesson with Brothe Zittle (the man who has been less active
for over 40 years) he is doing so great. He has been studying and
praying about all of this and had some good questions. We were able to
teach the 3rd lesson, the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Something I love
about Brother Zittle is is honesty, he is so honest about how he feels
and his answers to the questions we ask him. He is not afraid to say
that he doesn't know or cant remember, etc. Its wonderful. He prides
himself on his integrity and that is definitely a trait to emulate.
People of real integrity are harder and harder to find in this world.

Sister Graham is such a fantastic missionary. She goes home next
transfer and she is very nervous. We had a great trade off,  we talked
about setting expectations and how they must be high, but not higher
then Gods expectations. We talked about praying and finding comfort in
that and really enjoying to the end, not just enduring to the end! She
is going to go home and change many peoples lives because of all that
she has learned as a missionary and all she has learned through her
struggles. I know that she will. I shared with her all that i have
been able to do to help people, because of the struggles that I went
through with going home and my back and such, and have come to realize
that the struggle (even though it may have been for me a little) it
was mostly for other so that i could be there and support and know how
to succor those that have or are going through similar situations. It
was so wonderful to be on a trade off with her again. Such a
privilege! Learned so much! :-)

We had an interesting experience with our ONE investigator (at least
in our area), this week. We went over to her house after she had
cancelled her appointment, just to check up on her and see if we could
serve her in any way. When we came she was a little stunned to see us,
but said "well you might as well come in, i've got something i need to
tell you." Those are words that you really dont like to hear as a
missionary, and especially in the tone that she said it. I could feel
a "drop" coming on, but incredibly I felt at peace. In my mind, I just
felt this understanding wash over me that she is just confused and
doesn't realyl know what she is saying, she will come around, be
patient. She is not going anywhere! :-) She began to talk to us about
how she just wasn't "feeling it" at church. How she is used to the
loud churches where they get up and say "Hallelujah, praise The
Lord.....AMEN...." and then listen to loud music. She said that  it
was just too quiet in our church. She respects that we like to be
reverent, but she just felt like it wasn't right. (Basically she was
saying it wasn't right because it wasn't fun and full of
adrenalin....at least that was my interpretation). :-) Love it! She
was so great though and I totally respected her honesty, but it wasn't
going to fly with us! We were ok with dropping her baptismal date
(which would have been this next sunday), but we will still be
teaching her because she is still very open to do what The Lord want
her to do and she said "who knows maybe he will lead me back here to
be baptized." HAHA! She is so great! We love her so much! We had
another lesson with her later on in the week with Haylee, who is just
about to go on her mission to Pocatello, ID....she was so perfect,
being a convert to the church she was able to share with Terry how she
came to know that the church was true and how she had been stubborn
and it took a while, but she was able to finally know as she prayed
and asked! It was perfect! It may take some time, but once Terry opens
her heart to a little change, I am sure The Lord will manifest to her
very plainly that this is where she is meant to be.

We have been praying and seeking inspiration from The Lord for what we
need to focus. We have felt that we need to really focus on our member
work, so that is what we are doing. We are getting into every active
members home and sharing the message of the restoration, giving them a
card that has our names on it and asking them to not only pray for
missionary opportunities, but to pray for each missionary by name. We
believe that this will create a sense of unity among the members and
then we hope to go back to each of these members, seeking even more
referrals and helping them to do missionary work beyond praying. There
are a few members where we feel like praying is not all that they can
do, but for some this is a great first step to getting them thinking
about missionary work. Our numbers might be lacking in substance over
the next couple of weeks, but it is only because we know that as we
really focus on the members so that they know us, and can trust us
that there is where the real "magic" happens. When we can truly work
together with member in unity, then the missionary work will explode.
If only I could be here in Hendricks towards the end of this year when
that explosion happens! :-) Its going to be wonderful! I love The Lord
the inspiration he so freely gives! I love the Gospel!

I am so grateful for this opportunity to be a missionary! I just want
to bear my testimony that I know that my Redeemer LIVES. I know that
prayers are answered and that through our faith and prayers, as we
ask, seek, and knock, God can perform miracles in our lives! I know
that the Book of Mormon is the word of God and that through its pages
we can find answers to all of life's questions. I know that each and
every single person can find out for themselves that these things are
true, as they sincerely read and pray! Its that simple!  By coming to
know that the Book of Mormon is true, I also know that there is a
prophet, once again, upon the earth. That through him, the keys of the
Priesthood have been restored....that gives us the opportunity to be
sealed to our families for all eternity! I am so grateful for temples
and the understanding I have that my family can be together FOREVER! I
know that this is true! I have also come to understand that God wants
us to find the answers and know these things, He wants us to be happy,
and He wants us to return to Him. Heavenly Father wants all these
things more then we do, so any time we give Him the opportunity to
teach us, to lead us, and to shower down blessings by our obedience
and faith....HE WILL! I know that sharing the gospel is the greatest
work we can be doing, bringing this light and salvation to all of Gods
children....whether on this side or the other! I know that these
things are true and I am grateful for the knowledge i have received
from the Holy Ghost, the one who testifies of all truth and I say all
these things in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, Amen!
:-)

Love Ya'll

Have a wonderful last week of July!

-Sister Heckel

P.S ITS SOOOO HOT! Lots of sweat ALL the time!! :-)

Oh....we enjoyed some time doing service for Sister Kate....working in
their yard at like 7:30am. It was great! Enjoy the pictures of us
helping with some seed stuff....idk what it is called.


Oh....and look at the pretty patriotic tree in the Cano's living
room... LOVE IT!!

Look for more pictures in another email! :-)



Larissa - Miracle, Marcia, Love.

All I love:) Hola:) 

So this week was amazing. We definitely had some really rough times this week but we have been super blessed. 

First off MARCIA WAS BAPTIZED!!! She was so beautiful and we were so excited and happy for her. Her whole family came with her to the baptism. We are also teaching them so it was a great expirience for all of them. Her baptizm was amazing the spirit was so strong, and we had alot of investigators there so it was perfect. just perfect:) I couldnt have prayed for anything more. She was so happy. I will never forget her huge smile as she came out of the water, it was definitely something I will never forget. Her sister in law Suzana, afterwards was like (in portugese) "If I had white cloths I would have been baptized too" :D best thing to hear from an investigator.

Another Miracles with Suzana is that she only speaks portueges and we can comunicate pretty well but we watched a video "together forever" with her because it is in portueges and she loved it so much and was so happy when we told her she could keep it and then asked for anything else we could get for her in portueges. So we ordered everything we could:) We had been praying about a way we can help her more because some words are different in portueges so there is still a little barrior. so we prayed and I remember an Elder in my last district that was waiting for his Visa to go to Brasil and sometimes will teach people in Portueges. But we didnt know how to get in contact with them and didnt know what area they covered. We felt that it was something we really needed to do for her as well as Marcias Younger brother because he doesnt speak spanish very well so we want him to recieve the lessons in English. so we had to ride our bikes back from the baptism..... which is like 10-15 miles. but we did and we explored some parts of our new area and as we are riding our bikes to our house guess who rides past. the English Elders that we wanted to talk to and guess what area they covered. MARCIAS!!!!!!!!! so crazy!! everything worked out perfectly. So they are going to visit her soon and we are so excited for her to progress in the gospel. I believe she will also be coming to church tomorrow and we have an re turn missionary in our ward as well that just came home from Brazil and can help her during church!!! Everything with her is a miracle. I know that Heavenly Father definitely has a hand in her conversion and progression. 

We are hoping this week to find a family. We will explor some parts of our area that we have never been to before and we have a feeling that things will go well.

Another miracle. The Familia Avalos are doing amazing. We went by to visit them and they said that their abuela was coming back. Their abuela was going to get baptized with them back in abril but had to go back to mexico because one of her family members had passed away. She only needs to be taught one more thing and then she too can be baptized and possibly by Edgar (avalos dad) such an amazing miracle that they can all be baptized as a family and be able to share this miracle together. I love them so much. 

Not only has Heavenly Father blessed our investigators this week but he has also blessed us. We had to ride our bikes ALL OVER this week. More then ever before and I know without his help.... We would have fallen apart already. 

I love my father in Heaven for his tender mercies that he has given this area. 
I have been studying alot about faith this week. I can testify that when we have the faith and the confidence that our Heavenly Father will provide what we need when we truely need it. I want to share a quote from our mission president sent to us the other day "There are more people in your area that are prepared to be baptized than you currently have the faith to baptize.” It is so true. God has his people that are prepared for us to find, we just need the faith to find those people. It is all through him. I love this work, I love sharing the gospel with anyone i meet. Even when they dont want to hear it, even when they tell me I am wrong. I love it, because I know that is is true and there is nothing anyone can say to change that for me. 

I hope you all will try to realize what blessings our heavenly father has given us everyday. I found scripture  I really like In Job 37:14. When Job has gone through so much and then still can see all the wonderous miracles of God. Recognize all those blessings, give constant prayers of gratitude. because he has and will give us so much, much more then we deserve. Because he loves us so much. 

I love you all and I hope you all have a great week. 
Until next week,
con amor
Hermana Heckel




Monday, July 21, 2014

Jenessa - Week 39 - Life Changing!

Hi Ya'll-

This week has been incredible and I think the most life changing week
of my mission. I wont be able to fully explain why because it wont
really make sense in writing, but it has been incredible. I'll share
what I can.

We had three trade off's this week with some amazing Sisters. I had
the opportunity to be with Sister Carlson (who I had the privilege of
serving around in Normandy). We had a great time. I love her so much.
She really knows who she is and is the same person no matter what
circumstance and no matter who she is with! Its so great! I want to be
that way and I am working on it :-) Sister Hall taught me a lot as we
talked about prayer and spirit. I have had some very special
experiences with prayer this week. I have been writing my prayers out
and it has been an incredible experience to look back and see how The
Lord truly has answered my prayers! I have been praying and praying
for greater faith to bring about miracles and Saturday was a game
changer for me. I prayed to my Heavenly Father to bring about miracles
while we were on trade off with Sister Hall and Sister Bowers and He
DID (in both of the areas). With Sister Hall (in her area) we set a
goal to find a new investigator during our tracting hour or "Golden
Hour."  We only knocked 7 doors and on the 7th door this lady, Cindy,
opened and she was so happy to see us. She invited us in and really
wanted to know what we believed. She was so open to what we had to
share with her and was excited to have us back on Tuesday. We bore our
testimonies at the end of the lesson about the Book of Mormon and she
said "What do you think I am going to be doing once you leave?? I am
going to be curling up right there on the couch and reading this
book." :-) It was so great :-) The next day we were out finding
potentials and we came across this lady named Gayle, she was out
smoking. We found out that she had a stroke and a heart attack only a
year before and was going through therapy. She was also the last
living person in her family, her siblings and parents were all
deceased. We began to talk to her about the gospel and she said that
she had some wonderful friends from georgia that were Mormon that she
kept in contact with. They had given her a Book of Mormon and had
talked to her about the gospel, so we just started asking questions
and indeed they had taught her! Within 10 minutes we invited her to be
baptized in August and she said YES! :-) She was overjoyed and so
excited to prepare for baptism :-) Member missionary work is
incredible, if all members would reach out and touch the lives of
those around them like they had this lady then we would have people a
lot more inclined to join the church when missionaries come around at
the right time!

With Sister Lambson, I learned that I need to follow the spirit
IMMEDIATELY. I was on facebook teaching some lessons when I felt from
the spirit that I should leave and go  to the next thing I had
planned. I am not sure what would have happened if I had listened, but
I felt so guilty when I didn't and kept going on facebook for a little
bit longer. I KNOW in my heart that something would have happened if I
had listened to the spirit, ended the lesson that i had on facebook
and went on to the next activity that we had planned. I felt like I
had failed The Lord, it was the worst feeling. Who knows, maybe I
missed out on meeting some elect individual who was being prepared for
baptism and I lost that opportunity. I don't know, but I know that I
always want to follow a prompting immediately!! Without delay!!

Funny story, we were going to Family Home Evening at a members home
this past monday (a week ago) and I cut the corner making a right hand
turn and hit the curb and the front right tire EXPLODED! It was so
loud! Yup, I blew the tire! HAHA! There is a first time for
everything. LOL :-) I have had flat tires, but never had them explode
like that! Thank goodness we were going slow! :-) You'll see some
pictures. Its not much to look at, but its definitely flat!

Had an amazing week with our ONE progressing investigator Terry. We
were able to mow her lawn for her. At 3 in the afternoon, with it
nearly 100 degrees outside, it was SOOO HOT!! I have never sweat so
much in my entire life, but it actually felt good! Her lawn was so
overgrown. We worked hard to get it looking great! I loved it! It was
such a great stress reliever. I came to understand in the moment when
I was out in the Hot sun mowing this wonderful woman's lawn, that
service is huge! Service changes everything! It transforms your life
and your spiritual self. It is incredible! We must serve. If we are to
have Charity, the pure love of Christ, we must be serving. If we are
to truly repent, we must be serving. If we want to overcome our
challenges and obstacles in life, we must serve. If we want better
mental clarity and a close relationship with the Holy Ghost, we must
serve. Service changes everything! That is when it all clicked in my
head and this week became such a transformational week for me! To love
and to do all that i want to do and become, I must SERVE! I am so
grateful for this knowledge and I hope to continue to learn and grow
even more as I expand on that knowledge and grow from it!


I always have more to say, but I am running out of time today! Hope
you all have a great week! I love you and I want you to know that i
have a testimony of this gospel and this great work! Missionary work
and member work are not two different things. We have all promised and
been "called" as missionaries, when we were baptized, to stand as a
witness at all times and to share the Gospel wherever we may be. We
must all do this. Full time missionaries must work together with
members. We must support and work with each other. I have such a huge
testimony of this. One day we won't be able to go door to door, it's
already happening win more and more gated communities and laws that
keep you off certain properties or you could be arrested, and it's all
going to be on the members to do this work. Missionary work is one of
he greatest works we can be doing. :) I will be a missionary NOW AND
FOREVER!!


Love ya'll
Sister Heckel :)

Quote for the week:
"Don't ask God for what you can do yourself, ask God for miracles
because that is what He does!" -a very passionate investigator.


P.S Got to see the beach today! Yay!
One of the pictures....Holy bumper stickers......!! :)


Larissa - :) amazing week!



Hola mi amoroso amigos y familia,

This week has been super hard and fantastic at the same time. 
So I had to say goodbye to Hna. Bonhard which was super hard. I willl miss her terribly. She is amazing and I cant wait till I get to meet with her again. After dropping her off I was in a trio with the Hermanas from Barrio Houston 8 which is our neighboring Barrio. So we spent a wonderful 3 days together. I spent it with Hermana Vargas (De Espania) y Hermana Jones (Idaho, Arazona and more) They are amazing misioneras. I love them so much and we had a blast teaching together. And then came transfer day.
I was super scared and nervous for transfers. I was taking over my area and was just crazy nervous. I came into transfer meeting and saw alot of my old district from Lake Jackson which was so awesome I love all those missionaries down there. That also helped me feel a little bit better and I got to hear about how my converts are doing:) I love them all so much and I am so happy they are doing good. Oh and I heard that the Brazioria spanish branch is becoming its own indipendent branch:D can you believe it!!! I am so happy it will definitely help them to grow so much more. I am so happy for all the blessings that have been happening in that area. 
Anyways.... after talking to them I walked into the tansfer meeting and see Hna. Scott. I was super good friends with her the first day I came into the mission. She was always so sweet to me and she was in the area I was born in (my first area) right before me and I love her so much. I was mind blown that she got transfered and she was pretty upset about it so I went over to sit next to her and help her feel better.  

At our transfer meeting you sit down in the chapel of the church. We start off with some testimonies of some missionaries that will be leaving this next transfer, all of them were absolutely incredible. we will be losing some amazing missionaries. After they put of projector up on the wall and go through all the areas that will be changing and the comp that is still in the area, their picture will pop up first and then the comp they are with will be next and they announce it at the same time. Our zone is usually one of the last. I was praying the whole transfer meeting that I would having a great comp that could help the area alot and as my picture popped up and then the next picture popped up next to mine I couldnt hold back my girlish squeel. HNA. SCOTT!! I was overjoyed and couldnt stop hugging her. ha then I look up at the stand and president is just laughing. (hna.scott told me that he was laughing when he saw us sit down together she just was really confused why until after she saw the transfer). I was so grateful to my Heavenly Father for putting her with me. I cant tell you how many grateful prayers I have done since she has been with me. 
I told her it was a bike area and she was so happy:) We both LOVE to bike.
We found 3 new investigators this week and made a bunch of new goals and are super excited to work together.

She is literally amazing. I love my ginger companion:) We are very much alike and she will help me alot with my spanish. She will be going home the transfer after this so I hope that I will be able to stay with her for the time she has left in the mission. 

This week I have learned alot about Faith. Faith that my Heavenly Father will provide for the things we need. The work has been a little bit slow here so we have been working hard on finding. and we have been abundantly blessed. We have been able to find those that are prepared left and right. hna. Scott loves to pray so we pray all the time for the guidence we need to do what we know he can help us accomplish and he has never let us down. He definitely has given us our humbling moments which I am also grateful for. 

Miracles have been happening so much and hna. Scott and I have only been together in our area for 4 full days:) We are so excited for this next week of miracles.

This sunday the familia Avalos were confirmed:) they are so happy and You can see it in their faces and in their eyes. They are an amazing family and have already recieved so many blessings through the Gospel. they are truely amazing examples to me and Heavenly Father had prepared them so well to recieve this blessing. We are now preparing them to go to the temple for Baptizms for the Dead:D We are super super excited to share this experience with them in the next couple weeks. 

Marcia Nato is progressing amazingly, she was also very prepared. We started teaching her brother too. We were talking to him one day and he told us about how he used to play basketball with kids in his apartment complex. We asked him why he has stopped playing with them and he said that it was because they were bad influences and he didnt want to be around that. We explained to him about our Standards and that all the kids in the church are trying there best to keep them. He thought it was super cool and that day we had a lesson with him and his sister and gave him a book of mormon and he told us he would like to be baptized too:D!! how awesome is that!! Marcia will be baptized this week and her brother the next! we are so excited for them and they love when we come over to teach. 

This week I have increased my Faith immensley. I want to thank my mother for always asking me when I wasnt in the best mood "who controles your weather?" haha as much as I hated it when she said that she was right. We have the choice to be positive or be negative in any situation we are in if we choose to be Agents who act, instead of Objects who are acted upon. We are all given this ability to choose and with this ability we need to use it. I have been studying alot about being an agent. I have come to realize situations where I had become an object and where I could have done better to be an Agent. 
I have also been studying the atonement alot this week. I become so humbled whenever I study the atonement and realize how much I really am nothing. but my Heavenly Father and my Savior feel that I am of great worth(Mosiah 4:5-8) Through our Savior we can still recieve salvation and live with our beloved father in Heaven forever! I love my Savior so much and I will never be able to repay for all that he has done for me. I am so grateful for his unchanging love and his sacrifice. 

I love being a missionary. I believe I will use this phrase my entire mission because it is true. I love this work, even through the hard times I have come to see the blessings of my trials and the ways that they have changed me and made me the person My Heavenly Father wants me to be. 

I also feel such immense gratitude for my amazing parents. Thank you for everything you have taught me and have raised me to know and learn. Without you and your example I would not be where I am now. I am sorry for all the times I have let you down and not followed your couincel. I know that you recieve all of your councel from the Lord and it was all for my good. I love your unwavering faith and example. You have shown me time and time again through all of your trials that faith can move mountains and we can get through them. I love you so much and am grateful for you everyday. 

Thank you all for your letters,thoughts, prayer, packages and support. I love you all so much and am grateful everyday for the wonderful people around me. 

Con amor,
Hermana Heckel



Monday, July 14, 2014

Jenessa - Week 38 Short & Sweet

Hi Ya'll-

This week has been incredible and I think the most life changing week
of my mission. I wont be able to fully explain why because it wont
really make sense in writing, but it has been incredible. I'll share
what I can.

We had three trade off's this week with some amazing Sisters. I had
the opportunity to be with Sister Carlson (who I had the privilege of
serving around in Normandy). We had a great time. I love her so much.
She really knows who she is and is the same person no matter what
circumstance and no matter who she is with! Its so great! I want to be
that way and I am working on it :-) Sister Hall taught me a lot as we
talked about prayer and spirit. I have had some very special
experiences with prayer this week. I have been writing my prayers out
and it has been an incredible experience to look back and see how The
Lord truly has answered my prayers! I have been praying and praying
for greater faith to bring about miracles and Saturday was a game
changer for me. I prayed to my Heavenly Father to bring about miracles
while we were on trade off with Sister Hall and Sister Bowers and He
DID (in both of the areas). With Sister Hall (in her area) we set a
goal to find a new investigator during our tracting hour or "Golden
Hour."  We only knocked 7 doors and on the 7th door this lady, Cindy,
opened and she was so happy to see us. She invited us in and really
wanted to know what we believed. She was so open to what we had to
share with her and was excited to have us back on Tuesday. We bore our
testimonies at the end of the lesson about the Book of Mormon and she
said "What do you think I am going to be doing once you leave?? I am
going to be curling up right there on the couch and reading this
book." :-) It was so great :-) The next day we were out finding
potentials and we came across this lady named Gayle, she was out
smoking. We found out that she had a stroke and a heart attack only a
year before and was going through therapy. She was also the last
living person in her family, her siblings and parents were all
deceased. We began to talk to her about the gospel and she said that
she had some wonderful friends from georgia that were Mormon that she
kept in contact with. They had given her a Book of Mormon and had
talked to her about the gospel, so we just started asking questions
and indeed they had taught her! Within 10 minutes we invited her to be
baptized in August and she said YES! :-) She was overjoyed and so
excited to prepare for baptism :-) Member missionary work is
incredible, if all members would reach out and touch the lives of
those around them like they had this lady then we would have people a
lot more inclined to join the church when missionaries come around at
the right time!

With Sister Lambson, I learned that I need to follow the spirit
IMMEDIATELY. I was on facebook teaching some lessons when I felt from
the spirit that I should leave and go  to the next thing I had
planned. I am not sure what would have happened if I had listened, but
I felt so guilty when I didn't and kept going on facebook for a little
bit longer. I KNOW in my heart that something would have happened if I
had listened to the spirit, ended the lesson that i had on facebook
and went on to the next activity that we had planned. I felt like I
had failed The Lord, it was the worst feeling. Who knows, maybe I
missed out on meeting some elect individual who was being prepared for
baptism and I lost that opportunity. I don't know, but I know that I
always want to follow a prompting immediately!! Without delay!!

Funny story, we were going to Family Home Evening at a members home
this past monday (a week ago) and I cut the corner making a right hand
turn and hit the curb and the front right tire EXPLODED! It was so
loud! Yup, I blew the tire! HAHA! There is a first time for
everything. LOL :-) I have had flat tires, but never had them explode
like that! Thank goodness we were going slow! :-) You'll see some
pictures. Its not much to look at, but its definitely flat!

Had an amazing week with our ONE progressing investigator Terry. We
were able to mow her lawn for her. At 3 in the afternoon, with it
nearly 100 degrees outside, it was SOOO HOT!! I have never sweat so
much in my entire life, but it actually felt good! Her lawn was so
overgrown. We worked hard to get it looking great! I loved it! It was
such a great stress reliever. I came to understand in the moment when
I was out in the Hot sun mowing this wonderful woman's lawn, that
service is huge! Service changes everything! It transforms your life
and your spiritual self. It is incredible! We must serve. If we are to
have Charity, the pure love of Christ, we must be serving. If we are
to truly repent, we must be serving. If we want to overcome our
challenges and obstacles in life, we must serve. If we want better
mental clarity and a close relationship with the Holy Ghost, we must
serve. Service changes everything! That is when it all clicked in my
head and this week became such a transformational week for me! To love
and to do all that i want to do and become, I must SERVE! I am so
grateful for this knowledge and I hope to continue to learn and grow
even more as I expand on that knowledge and grow from it!


I always have more to say, but I am running out of time today! Hope
you all have a great week! I love you and I want you to know that i
have a testimony of this gospel and this great work! Missionary work
and member work are not two different things. We have all promised and
been "called" as missionaries, when we were baptized, to stand as a
witness at all times and to share the Gospel wherever we may be. We
must all do this. Full time missionaries must work together with
members. We must support and work with each other. I have such a huge
testimony of this. One day we won't be able to go door to door, it's
already happening win more and more gated communities and laws that
keep you off certain properties or you could be arrested, and it's all
going to be on the members to do this work. Missionary work is one of
he greatest works we can be doing. :) I will be a missionary NOW AND
FOREVER!!


Love ya'll
Sister Heckel :)

Quote for the week:
"Don't ask God for what you can do yourself, ask God for miracles
because that is what He does!" -a very passionate investigator.


P.S Got to see the beach today! Yay!
One of the pictures....Holy bumper stickers......!! :)

Monday, July 7, 2014

Week 37 - 25 Words! :-)

Hello Everyone-

It's been a busy week this week. Full of wonderful experiences and
some sadness with the passing of a very special man here in the
Hendricks ward, the stake patriarch Brother Vorwaller.

I think The Lord is testing our faith and our diligence at this time
because the theme of this week has been about dropping and being
dropped by investigators. We have also picked up some new
investigators who are promising. :) its so sad to see investigators
make the choice to discontinue looking into the gospel and the joy
that is found therein, I can't even imagine how sad it makes our
Father in Heaven with how much it effects me. I am confident that
there are great things yet to come though.

We have been doing a lot of sifting, as I expressed before....but that
is good :-) We had some wonderful lessons this week and met some
amazing people. We met this lady named Terry, she was a referral from
a member. Its incredible what this lady has been through. She is a two
time cancer survivor, who lost both her mom and her younger sister,
within a year of each other back in the 90's....one was from cancer
and the other from a brain tumor. She is amazing and has been looking
for a church that would baptize her, and guess what....we will, and by
proper authority. We are so excited for her and her journey into the
Gospel. It is going to bring her so much joy and so much peace. I wish
I could write everything that she shared with us during that hour we
were with her. Her life story is just incredible!! She has definitely
been prepared. We were able to set a baptismal date with her for the
end of this month. Oh and something neat, is that the lady, Judy, who
rents the other side of her house is a less active. Terry said that
she was going to get Judy to come to church with her next week :-)
Baptism and a reactivation, all from one referral. How wonderful! :-)
I love missionary work!

We were also able to have an amazingly powerful and spirit filled
lesson with Robert, who i talked about last week. We took members over
with us, who connected with him well. That was, without a doubt one of
the most spirit driven lessons that Sister Blotter and I have ever
experienced together. It was wonderful! You could just feel the love
that our Heavenly Father has for Robert! It was so wonderful! :-)
Robert definitely felt the spirit and it think that is why he asked us
yesterday if we could just take a little break so he could ponder on
some things. He didn't say he didn't want us to come back, he just
needed a minute. Surprisingly, I felt so good about that. I had this
sense of peace and just felt in my heart that was exactly what Robert
needed and that we would be able to talk to him a little later down
the road. I know that he is going to accept the gospel, he just needs
some time! I love the Holy Ghost and its ability to comfort and help
enlighten our minds and give us understanding!!

We had Mission Leadership Council this week, where we were spiritually
fed as we discussed FAITH and the power that faith has. There has been
this talk that I have been reading that I may have mentioned before
called "Thoughts on Faith" by Brother Rector (and someone else). Its
been mind blowing and life changing. I gave it to president and then
he took it and gave a training on it at MLC and now our whole mission
is focusing on this talk. It is so good. I will have to get the whole
name of it and send it to you and maybe you can find it. :-) I might
be able to just send a copy home. :-) It was so spirit filled. Sister
Craig got up and gave a training on the Book of Mormon that was so
touching talking about the Book of Momron. She first recounted the
story that was told by President Monson a while back about a man who
became a prisoner of war....this man Jay Hess....who he was actually
an uncle of one of Sister Craigs really good friends from back home.
She recounted the story:

President Thomas S. Monson shared the experience of Jay Hess, an
airman who was shot down over North Vietnam in the 1960s: “For two
years his family had no idea whether he was dead or alive. His captors
in Hanoi eventually allowed him to write home but limited his message
to less than 25 words.” President Monson asks: “What would you and I
say to our families if we were in the same situation--not having seen
them for over two years and not knowing if we would ever see them
again? Wanting to provide something his family could recognize as
having come from him and also wanting to give them valuable counsel,
Brother Hess wrote [the following words]: ‘These things are important:
temple marriage, mission, college. Press on, set goals, write history,
take pictures twice a year.’”

After she shared this story she asked each of us.....what would be
your 25 words?? If you were never to see your family again?? What
would they be??

WOW...if you really take the time to think about it....what would YOURS be??
(I would share mine, but I forgot the journal that I wrote them
in....maybe another time.)

She then related these 25 words to the Book of Mormon, they are the
"25 words" that The Lord has given us. The MOST IMPORTANT things he
would have us know, out of the many mysteries of the universe and the
things he could tell us. He has given it all to us in the Book of
Mormon, Heavenly Fathers "love letters" to us! It was such a powerful
training and i had to turn around the very next day and give this
training to our Zone. It was insane, but I am so grateful I NEVER have
to do these things alone, the Holy Ghost is a powerful and every
present companion who I could NEVER and will NEVER live without!


Here is an AHA moment that I had in the Book of Mormon this morning
....this is just a copy from my journal......it may or may not make
sense ;-) but it was a very good study and i feel so much at peace for
the answer that i received:

July 7, 2014
Question: How can I build my faith and find more peace in my heart today??
Alma 58

vs 11
God has visited you with great assurance over your mission life. He
has assured you that he would deliver you (in his own time). This has
spoken great peace unto your souls.....let it grant unto you faith and
hope for your deliverance. It will come and even has already begun!

vs 37
Focus on what is most important. Dont complain about your
circumstances. You cannot change your circumstances, but you can
change you and God can help you as you do. We just need to trust in
God that he will deliver, notwithstanding your weaknesses. He will
give you strength. Trust in him! Its not needful that you focus on the
"why's" - just like the people here didn't need to focus on the 'why'
they didn't get more strength to their army and more
provisions.....they got what they got and they then needed to take
what they got and trust in God to help and to maintain them from what
was sent. They couldn't do anything about what was sent to them, but
they could put their trust in God and focus on what matters most. Do
the same in your life. Dont focus on the "why's".....why this happened
this way, or didn't happen this way, etc.....you can't control or do
anything about it. Focus on what you are going to do now that whatever
it is has or hasn't happened. Look not behind thee, because you cant
do anything about the past, but you can still mold the future with
God, despite what is in the past and the circumstances you may now
find yourself in!


vs 40
Stand fast, despite the physical trials that may come your way. God
has set you free many times and has given you strength from day to
day. Be grateful for what he HAS given you, dont focus on what you
dont have.
Always remember The Lord your god from day to day, BE GRATEFUL!!
Keep the Commandments continually.
Continue to build your faith and keep it strong in the prophecies of
things to come. Look forward with faith :-)

(End of journal entry)

That was my answer! I love The Lord. :-)

We had an amazing opportunity this week to go to downtown Jacksonville
for the 4th of July. President Craig gave our zone and another zone
permission to go down there for the fireworks, but NOT really for the
fireworks. We went down a few hours before to where everyone was
gathering and there was a couple thousand people there on both sides
of the river, they shoot the fireworks off of the bridges over the
river. We went down with pamphlets, a few Book Of Mormon's and tons of
pass along cards. It was so amazing! We were able to have some amazing
lessons and get many people's contact information to send missionaries
too. I have heard of a lot of other missionaries success stories as
well. We are excited to see what miracles come about because of this.
We were able to hand out (just me and Sister Blotter) 200 pass along
cards. We were able to get addresses and phone numbers of people who
were interested in  learning more and even gave away 2 Book of
Mormon's. It was incredible! :-) The firework show wasn't too bad
either! :-) We didn't get home though till well after 11pm (it felt so
weird since we are supposed to be home by 9pm), and then didn't get to
sleep till almost midnight, because we smelled like smoke and other
things so we had to shower before hopping into bed. So needless to
say, we were tired the next day haha! But it was soooooo worth it!!
:-) Sister Blotter took some pictures of that on her camera. I will
have to send those later since we are not at a computer right now. :-)

Hope everything makes sense. Love you all and hope you are having an
amazing summer! Write me :-) I promise to write back.

LOVE YA!
Sister Heckel :-)

P.S the pictures are from the Hendricks Ward breakfast with other two
sets of Sister in my ward and then the one with my lovely companion
Sister Blotter :-)



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